This Ends Now, Depression

This depression,
There is no transmission.

These black and white tears,
With every scream I take no one care hear.

This may be my last words for today,
It all turns to darkness someday.

Hopefully I can finally see this light to see something missing and bright,
I lost my care for the ones who hurt me and now I am seeking to escape  this night.

Please save my soul and my life,
I want this pain to end just with this knife.

Tired of fighting...tired of being lonely...tired of cutting,
This is serious and this is why I am writing.

I don’t know what to do anymore,
I just want to end this war.

I hate saying goodbye,
All I can do is cry.

My own mind betrays me to say that no one cares,
How can I stay strong over these years?